





My daughter and my nephew,
your twin sister’s grandchildren,
both born long after her death,
recalled today your paschal
lamb cake that you baked
in a mold, then lavished with white
frosting from ears to tail;
recalled, too, butter made
into a ewe. Uncertain
of much else, they were sure that you
fashioned a red ribbon
around the neck of each.
Perhaps that off-the-shelf
lamb made of butter I found
by chance at the corner
grocer last week triggered
their sudden recollection
of you. Their kids looked on
as their parents lapsed into
something other, seized, as you
would say, by the damndest thing.
You would have liked the yellow
railroader gloves I wore
for the egg hunt, the buckets
each kid got to hold their finds.
Will they recall me? Who knows.
Know that I plan to leave
those gloves out before I go,
and, too, the toy rooster that,
when pressed, plays the Chicken.


Nick Conrad’s poems first appeared in the 70’s/ 80’s in journals such as Green House, The Cumberland Review, and the TLS, with more than 250 poems published since. His first book, Lake Erie Blues (Urban Farmhouse Press, CN), appeared in 2020. His podcast for All Write in Sin City aired in 2021. Recent work has or will appear in Acumen (U.K.), Blueline, Clackamas Literary Review, Cloudbank, Fourth River: Tributaries, Main Street Rag (both journal & just released anthology, North Dakota Quarterly, Orbis (U.K.) Red Rock Review Literary Journal, Stand (U.K.), and Talking River.