Adam Graaf

Sick Day

for A.S.D.

You could see Gramma’s house from any classroom with a west-facing window. So when you got sick, you made your way across the street to the storm door where she appeared, aproned and suspicious, wondering why the nurse sent you or if you needed to use the bathroom right away.

No matter the complaint, your forehead wore her palm and if you claimed a fever, you saw, up close, her shriveled thumb fixing a thermometer between your lips— the finger made lame by a hatchet meant for a hog’s hind foot.

And no matter the illness, her remedy persisted. She fixed you a collar: scrap of wool run under hot water and sprinkled with camphor oil. After pinning the wrap, she made a nest of blankets on the couch, and next to it set a bowl: the chipped one in which she kneaded bread.

With instructions not to move, and too itchy for sleep, you watched lazy shadows spread across family portraits and listened for a line of school buses to rumble by. Through all of it, you hoped Gramma would treat you to a dish of the only snack she could offer: popcorn floating in milk—soggy and delicious.

Cucumber Boats

for A.S.D.

One overripe cucumber, snapped from its prickly vine, makes two boats. Pick only the ones with yeller ends, he’d taught them. And when his day’s tinkering in the shed was done, he walked his granddaughters to a row where he’d already spotted the best worst pickling variety in the garden. Making a game of the hunt, he’d disapprove of their choices until they found the one he’d already selected. With their shadows in tow, the girls took turns holding high their off-green trophy and followed their grandfather back to his shed— all glitter and rust and the sour smell of a mouse dead in some forgotten trap—to watch him open his freshly-oiled knife, with fingers knobbed and dry, and slice the vegetable lengthwise. Then, with a spoon reserved for such chores, the girls scooped and scraped—the seeds glistening in the meat—till each had a hull. They taped sun-curled newspaper to twigs: the Sunday comics, grain prices, and obituaries all made fine sails. Hope you left enough in the bottom, he’d say, holding steady each girl’s hand as she planted the mast. He let one sister steer the pickup to the Cedar, the other on the trip back. At the river, they argued the calmest spot, watched currents ribbon along the shore, made note of eddies kicked up by rocks, and as if it mattered, he stuck a spit-slicked finger high in the fishy breeze. When it was time, he hollered and the girls let go.

Adam Graaf

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