In the House of the Wildflower
by Sarah Shields
housewife disguise: radiant skin oh, my Sunflower!! meat up my
big hideous face, one among all glad sunstock; such childs, bull
dogs, bullwinners, ring arounda buzzard. okay sun, mirror mine
undress blade, Sunday morning someday yellow lampshade and
green hushed streets – my shins against my sin; flies on the walls
and flies in the bread-bag childs on floors inside the bloom bags
baby brown boy in the soft sun we wave I wave he waves. love
take my stick to mud and carve into poured concrete hardening
a-round your heart. foto-bomb tic-tic-tic-a-tic GLOOM; swarm
plastic slimbs of summer, 15 in ‘96, I am a wound with its head
forced back on. oh, sun-puddle drying up along side of Infinito
red dragonfly scrambling in air ( these hands I put out to sea )
perfect thing up against another perfect thing. wife in the house,
disguise: battle print yoga pants middlefinger neatly chopped up
in her Twitter bio; from behind long, glossy hair sustains an age
less body but in the body bones readily breaking into shards are
colliding, homogenizing. take a plane take it straight to hell love
reverse the comb and ungroom thyself. scoop up our barely be-
loved mother and seatbelt onto stretcher, dump in white grave.
pageant of the dead pageant of the breadmakers, crooks of the
Covid Communionist, bedbugs scrambling from the sun’s pitty
face. the loon, it tics all night in little god swamp, tic a’tic vroom
baby blue boy in a big blues sky I see you in the lake, flowers in
your little bib-blue teeth calling her what she isn’t calling to her
‘housed r a g o n!’ give her a crash glass of Chard and a ring of glass
give her a bread machine, a juice machine, an ice machine, a laugh
cry or scream machine, why not give a dame a sex machine, Diane
are you dead yet? is it you or is’t me––deseeding inside the mute
(I am on your side I was always) (on your side; were you on mine)
(? silence, lover; silence mother) (hushhh) ambulance of dreams.
Sarah Shields – dollhouse enthusiast, suburban misfit, mother of two brilliant suns: illustrative work at Okay Donkey Press; writing in Pidgeonholes and Berfrois. IG: @queenofhoards